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(Not playing? If the song doesn't start playing by itself, Click here to hear the song. Wait about 3 minutes for the song to download to your PC, then it will start playing. If that doesn't work, try this: right-click the song, choose save as, and save it to your desktop. Allow about 3 minutes for the song to download. When it is finished downloading, open it). Timothy 2003 Timothy, Can you hear me? Are you asleep, waiting for that day, or awake, listening? And do you know, I know, I know, I know, that I will never find the words to tell you how sorry I am and how I wish that I could see you look into your eyes and tell you how I love you. I was not ready when the news came, thought I could just turn it off Reached for the quick fix, and charged it to my credit card end this quickly, and make sure no one knows. I reasoned it out, I could not see you, and I could not be the dad that you’d want could not face the ones who would scorn me and say “hah – you’re not who we thought you were” and “you should be ashamed of yourself” … well I am, and … “you should have to pay for that now … well I am, and … I am made the only logical choice - yeah - took it all out on the only innocent one. ------ So now I sing you this sad lulluby, though I never even said hello before I said goodbye and I know and dread and long for that up and coming day where the one who holds you will take away this pain and though I know I know I know I know that in the place where you are there is plenty of forgiveness for me still I wish that I could see you look into your eyes and tell you how I love you, Timothy |